"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God,to those who are the called according to His purpose."...
That's the verse that comes to me today..
Matts doctor appointment went great this morning (as we expected it would) The doctor said everything looks great and Matt can do all the things he did before surgery..including playing ball(those of you who know my husband know how happy that made him:)) He does have to be careful when he pulls things with his hands above his head,but other then that,he is back to good!That was such good news for us and he was very happy!
Haydens doctor appointment didn't go as well:( The minute I told doctor Lacroix about the spot on her first scar she got a look on her face.. and as soon as she looked at it she said "we need to keep her on the meds" ..I guess in a small way I was kinda prepared for that..she has stressed to me again and again how aggressive this type of infection is and how we cant take her off of it until we are CERTAIN its gone.. She didn't feel anymore lumps,and that was the first time she hasn't,so that was good...but because of what that scab was doing she said she just don't feel comfortable taking her off of it yet...she wants her to be on treatment for another 2 months and then we will go back,do labs again and hopefully then she can come off.Until then im sapose to call her if I see any little bit of change that area.
This wasn't the news we were hopeing for..I was really excited to start the year with ALL of this behind us for the most part...but its ok..id rather have her stay on the meds a little while longer,then have her come off and it flare up again.So I feel at peace about it..not that I didn't shead a tear or two:) Im glad that part of today is over with,i had allot of headaches the past week and I think its just because of thinking about what the doctor would think and say...God is still working on me in that area...to not take this on myself.Im definitely not perfect in that area.
Another thing im having to deal with allot..as we feel it getting closer and closer to the end of all this for Hayden,i find myself worrying about it coming back..tha was something the doctor said is not uncommon at all...a part of me wishes I didn't know that cause I think of that often..but there again I know that's an area God is telling me to lay down and trust Him...I hate that that is so hard for me to do sometimes..But I must.Its what Hes called me to do...
Thank you all for praying for us !! Please keep praying!
Merry Christmas to all!!!
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